Rachel Kain

My life seems so full of contradictions since Colin died, largely having to do with what I know now versus what I knew then. People talk all the time about losing their innocence, and I won’t pretend that I haven’t experienced death before, but not […]

I have such a hard time being. Just being. Just experiencing whatever is going on in the moment. I have, admittedly, strayed far, far away from my meditation practice. I think when I was regularly meditating and practicing yoga, I was able to “be” a […]

I left off yesterday’s post in the coney island after our morning of filming in the church. Today’s post picks up where we left off. After we finished our lunch, we headed back to our house. This was going to be the hard part: the […]

After attending the fourth screening of Transforming Loss this week, it occurred to me that I have never written about our filming experience. I’m going to break the story up into two parts because I don’t think I can boil this down into one blog […]

http://stillstandingmag.com/2013/03/self-care-significant-others/ I hope you’ll read (and enjoy!) my latest article on Still Standing. After re-reading it, I wanted to make an addition to point out that being a seemingly stoic caretaker in a time of deep grieving can be grieving in and of itself. Many people heal […]